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get proper mood swings. I go from feeling fine to feeling thoroughly shit about 5 times a day.

It worries me.

about Alcoholism don’t sit well with me you fucking blurt.

I’m not going to say why, but my reaction should be enough for you to stop making them.

can’t wait for my parents to get home. 

I need a massive hug off my Mum.

I have no problem with you coming into Costa. Just feel free to come in one at a time, rather than the entire population of Edge Hill all coming in at once screaming for coolers. 

obviously my brain thinks this is unacceptable and decided to give me some chemicals  that make me feel rubbish about absolutely every aspect of my life.

BOSS!

So I convinced my mom to buy me the work at home system at http://bit.ly/RUVEGU because it was cheap as hell, and I wanted to try making money online. I made $190 in like 3 hours. It seemed too good to be true so I stopped doing it to see if they’d actually pay me.

This arrived yesterday:
So I spent the past 9 hours grinding hard yesterday and made $850… this is surreal and I am so fucking excited. You guys need to break out your credit cards or get your parents to do it and buy this http://bit.ly/RUVEGU (I know I posted this yesterday but it’s my good deed of the week to keep reblogging it, plus I found a cbs article talking about it. Get it while the getting is good! Article: http://bit.ly/RUVEGU )

So I convinced my mom to buy me the work at home system at http://bit.ly/QmQKQe because it was cheap as hell, and I wanted to try making money online. I made $190 in like 3 hours. It seemed too good to be true so I stopped doing it to see if they’d actually pay me.

This arrived yesterday:
So I spent the past 9 hours grinding hard yesterday and made $850… this is surreal and I am so fucking excited. You guys need to break out your credit cards or get your parents to do it and buy this http://bit.ly/QmQKQe (I know I posted this yesterday but it’s my good deed of the week to keep reblogging it, plus I found a cbs article talking about it. Get it while the getting is good! Article: http://bit.ly/QmQKQe )

that people are utter cunts.

The last 2 days in work someone has done something that has made me genuinely want to hurt them. 

On Wednesday, our shop took part in the 2 minutes silence for Hillsborough. Everyone but 2 girls in the corner observed it. They chatted all the way through about utter shite, despite getting looks from practically everyone in the shop.

Afterwards, I heard one of them say “I’m not interested in Football… Hillsborough doesn’t concern me” 

Fair enough you don’t like football, but it’s not about that. It’s about people who lost their lives.

I’m not interested in War, but I still observe the silences on Remembrance Day and other important occasions. It’s not about it concerning you, it’s about other people. It’s about thinking of other people for once in your life. And actually respecting people who lost their lives, regardless of how it happened.

Fuck’s Sake.

And then today. A group of people were talking about the Bestival Coach crash. Making jokes about it and speculating as to exactly how they died, Particularly the girl from Maghull. Their bodies aren’t even cold yet, but people decide it’ll be a laugh to think up jokes and score a few points with their mates.

It knocks me fucking sick. 

I’ve not had the best of times for the last month or so, and these 2 events very nearly pushed me over the edge. 

I was always taught to be a decent person by my Mum and Dad, and I’m sure a lot of other people were too. It gets to me so much when people think it doesn’t matter what they say around others, but it really, really does. 

I’m so, so pissed off with people in general at the moment. Unfortunately there’s no way to escape the fuckers.